Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Ray Of Light

Where ever I go
I felt your presence
Aura of fire
Wrapping me tenderly
Blinded by your smile
all day my eyes are rolling
but all i see it's you
World doesn’t seem the same
You’re in my mortified dream
There is no escape
Just a shadow
Between the crowds
Where I could hear silence
i could hear my heart beats
Just for a second as you pass
Ray of light
From behind the clouds
A strike of thunder
Announcing rain
I keep looking
I keep dreaming
Will you ever find me again
And whenever I lose hope
It terrifies me
You wake me up with a smile
Dear it’s just a dream

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Psychoses VI the Setback

let it rain

let it rain in my brain
to wash away
all the dirt
all the the doubt
all the guilt
all the wrongs
all the rights
all the wrongs that made me strong
but took the passion
and killed my heart
all the rights that made me proud
i didn't do them
it's called vanity
a fault pride
that broke my heart
so please Allah
let it rain in my brain
take the pain
leave a smile
i'm insane
and why am i insane
cause you're alway in my mind
so cast those evil out
make it bright
and cleanse my heart
from all the hatred
and the doubts
if you won't help
no one will
no one can
and now one cares

Turn back time

I have a dream
If I can go back in time
I would correct all the wrongs
That made you silp away
And i would go for the same places
And redo the same mistakes
That lead me to your way
And i would fight the Inevitable
I’ll do the impossible
To keep you by my side
But I can't turn back time
And my pain shall never subside

cafe latté

cafe latté
With a smiley face printed on
Comfy armchairs for two
My best movie on TV
Rain is knocking on my window
Composing a melody of grace
And you’re here too
Hand in hand
And your sweet smile
Your sweet… face
What else would I need
When you’re all that I need
Right when I need it
And for a life time


Here I am
This is where I stand
Where I came from
And where I’ll settle down
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
The lord is my shepherd
They call me a lost sheep
But I feel found
They call me cursed
But I’m all graced
I’ve no regrets for the past
And I’ve no worries for the future
Cause it’s in the hand of God
And it’s right here
And right now
Where I stand
In God’s hand
I own this moment
It’s not good
I can’t call it bad
I just call it mine
And I choose peace
I treasure love
I seek happiness
And I demand faith
It’s just all in the hand of my God
That’s my faith
From this moment on
Peace peace peace

Whirling dervish

Eyes are roaming the horizon
my compass is whirling in the speed of sound
like a mad dervish
That day
One sweet day
When she smiled at me
I drifted away
I wanted to break free
I was broken already
I wasn’t ready
Didn’t want to scare you away
But that day
And that sweet smile
The flash of your eyes
Stuck in my mind
Can’t you see?
I had no faith
you gave it back to me
I was blinded by rage
And I just couldn’t see
Am now in the wild open sea
Wasn’t that real
When you smiled at me
Now am shattering
And drowning in thee
Why didn’t you leave your beacon on?
Why don’t you smile again?
That sparkle in your eye
In my heart will remain
I still believe
Your love I can regain
I’m drowning in thee
So pull me out
All my thoughts of you
Left me in drought
You’re out of sight
But your smile still haunting me
It’s like history has stopped
Since I ran away
It’s just wasn’t right
I’m stuck in that day
Lost in the darkness
so light that beacon
and once again
please smile at me

Friday, August 3, 2012


Damn my pride and damn yours
Here’s our story
How it starts and how it goes
She just knew that I loved her
True I did but
I’ll be dead
Before I tell her
Damn you pride
Behind that wall as we were walking
As I was dreaming
And that voice
Inside my head saying
She’s the one
In that instant
At the gate we collided
All the distance all between us is just a foot
As our eyes met our spirits melt
Eyes widely opened jaw just dropped
For a minute we just stood
As we gazed at each other

All the words all the flirting
Between our eyes
In our heart will remain for ever
It’s so clear we’ve just fallen for each other
But damn our pride
She just ran so I followed
Climbed the stairs
I just followed
How and why
By her charms I was drawn
In my ears music played
They’re just singing
She’s the one
Then I stopped what I am doing
It was meant that we met
Just go home
You’re a toad and she’s a queen
3 minutes later
At another door our eyes met
With a friend to the left
And her girlfriend
To the right again we gazed
With a million question
In our minds
A million beats
Of our hearts
It’s just insane
We didn’t fall for each other
We just hugged
Not each other
But our friends
We needed this
To calm the rhythm
Of our racing hearts
So damn you pride
Then few weeks later
2 lost souls as we’re walking
And our minds drifted
In some dream
But as we passed by each other
We just looked
Our eyes met for in instant
Nothing happened
We kept walking
None looked back
It’s all over
We killed the love
In our young hearts
That’s our story
How it started and how it went
So damn my pride.
And damn yours
And those eyes of yours
They just lure
In all the moors and all the toads
They worship you
Except me
But here’s the truth
Between you and me
You’re a goddess
You’re the goddess of all lust
All the women are just shadows
I don’t see them
All the beauties right besides you
They would just
Turn to dust
You’re the goddess of all the lust
And I can speak a 1000 lies
I can write 1000 rhymes
A 1000 spells
But here’s the truth
I just love you…
I just love you
Hold me tight
I just love you
It must feel right
I just love you
And this light
In your eyes
Your charming eyes
You won’t believe
So let me leave
Let me leave and rest in peace
On our graves
As they’re cry us
With dry tears
With no names and no dates
On our grave
They will write
Lonely lived and lonely died
Damn their pride